By Teresa Rehman
She had always nurtured a dream to conquer the Everest. "I may not be that strong physically now but I have mental conviction. I have never wanted to go it alone. Instead, I wanted to lead a team from the region. Today, many years have gone by and I am old, but at least the dreams of many other young mountaineers will be fulfilled," she smiles. She narrates the story of a mountaineer who tried to climb the Everest twice but could not complete either attempt. He was then asked "Why the Everest?" To which he replied, "I wish I knew. Then I would not have gone."
The young mountaineers who will be part of the expedition throng her residence for advice in Guwahati, the capital of the state of Assam in Northeast India. On July 20, 2009, she led a pre-Everest trek to Kolai peak in Kashmir. In March 2011, she expects to lead the team to Mt Everest. "We are hoping for sponsors since the cost of the expedition will be around Rs 3 crore," she says. She rues the cricket obsession in the country and observes, "Big companies only want to sponsor cricket, not other sports. There are occasions in the past when I had wanted to do something but failed because of the lack of money." In fact, as the Secretary of the Northeast Adventure Foundation, Nasim has long been planning to set up an adventure institute in the region because its pristine nature lends itself to adventure sports, but things have not worked out yet.
A school teacher by profession, Nasim prefers to call herself a 'mountaineer'. And why not? Mountaineering has given a new meaning to her life. Born into a middle-class Muslim family in Guwahati, it was only because of the constant encouragement of her liberal mother, Mazida Begum, that she could indulge her tomboyish obsession. Her father, a contractor in the army, died when she was only two years old.
Nasim always stood out within her circle of friends. She still remembers the day when she got her first pair of trousers stitched for a mountaineering expedition. It caused many taunts from people who did not understand what mountaineering was about. Her mother then told her, "You will have to be appropriately dressed on all occasions. If you do mountaineering, you will have to be dressed like a mountaineer." She also remembers her mother reassuring her by explaining that whenever a person does something pioneering, it is inevitable that he or she will face impediments. Those words helped her become even more determined to pursue a passion many considered as 'manly'. And she did face challenges - both physical and social - so much so that even marriage proved to be an elusive proposition!
But Nasim always managed to juggle her government job with mountaineering. "Sometimes I went without pay, sometimes on special leave and sometimes without increment," she laughs. She was fortunate that Guwahati's Nehru Stadium was close by and she could easily access its sporting facilities and meet people associated with adventure sports. The doyen of mountaineering in Assam, the late Rohini Bhuyan, was her mentor. Nasim also had the opportunity to meet world-famous mountaineers and work with them at the New Delhi-based Indian Mountaineering Foundation (IMF). She was a Governing Council member of the IMF for nine years from 1989 to 2009.
Nasim was only 16 when she met the ace mountaineer, Tenzing Norgay, at the Himalayan Mountaineering Institute, Darjeeling, where she had gone trekking as part of a 25-member team from Assam. Recalls Nasim, "I had heard about him since I was a child, read about him in books. I was excited to see him." She met up with him several times after that and Norgay once told her, "You will fall in love with Baba Himalaya." After she came back from the Himalaya, he asked her, "How did it feel?" She could only say, "I want to go back." Since then she has always looked upon the Himalaya as a father, constantly giving her strength. "He seems to reassure me. He seems to tell me, look, I am standing tall in spite of all odds, you should learn from me," smiles Nasim. Whenever she is alone or in trouble, she asks Baba Himalaya to give her the fortitude to move ahead. "When I lost my dear ones, Baba Himalaya always gave me the courage to pick up the pieces of my life once again," she remarks.
She also met Edmund Hillary several times while she was in Delhi and he had even expressed an interest to come to Guwahati. That visit did not work out, but Nasim was able to bring Japanese mountaineer Junko Tabei, the first woman to climb Mt Everest, to her city and get her to interact with local mountaineers.
Nasim has several feats to her credit. She was part of the All-Assam Ladies Expedition in 1986 to Kangyisay in the Ladakh Himalaya, scaling a height of 21,132 feet. The expedition holds a record for being the first Indian women's team on the Ladakh Himalaya and the world's first all-women team to reach the Kangyisay peak. The highest she had managed to climb was to the White Needle peak at the Zanskar range in Jammu and Kashmir in 1987. "I have seen the Himalaya from every location - from Kumaon, Darjeeling, Kashmir, Ladakh, Arunachal Pradesh. It looks magnificent from all angles," she says.
Like all serious mountaineers, Nasim views climbing as a vocation and not as some kind of glamorous activity. Every time she confronts the Himalaya, she feels like dedicating her whole life to it. Whenever she sits in a tent pitched up on a snow-covered mountainside with the moon shining on the snow, she feels as if she is in some kind of communion with God.
When her mother, who had stood like a rock behind her, breathed her last, Nasim was busy organizing a national rock climbing training programme in Guwahati. After three days of her demise, she was back at the camp. "I felt like I had lost everything yet I went back to the camp. My mother used to tell me that even if she dies, I should not give up my mountaineering," says Nasim.
Nasim, incidentally, is a firm believer and she always appeals to the Almighty to come to her aid before she commences on a climbing expedition. Ever the pilgrim, she now plans to surrender herself to the tallest peak in the world and create history for herself and her region.
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